Dreams

As you know, I want to be healed. I want to walk, run, jump, move, and feel again. I'm ready. I tried stem cell treatment and it helped and I feel it is still helping but as I sit here today, I am still paralyzed.

I have grown in indescribable ways since my car crash - ways that I would have never grown had I not been in a car crash. One way in particular that I've grown is in my faith. I have learned how much God loves me and how He is always there with me. Although I cannot always see where a path is taking me or understand why things are the way they are, I have learned that everything that happens is for the best and I need to trust God.

I believe with all that I have that one day God will heal me. One day . . . I feel it in my spirit. I feel it in my prayers. I feel it in my tears. This June will be 7 years since my car crash. I am not sure if I am just hoping and wishing or if God is speaking to me through my affliction but I feel something telling me that I will be healed on the seventh anniversary of my car crash: June 16, 2012.

I have had numerous dreams in which I have been healed and even others where God specifically healed me. I wanted to share a couple of my dreams with you.

On March 25, I had two dreams. In the first dream, a girl I went to high school with entered my presence and gave me an odd look as I stood in front of her. She then said, "I heard you were exponentially healed!" It was as if by me standing in front of her, what she heard was true! Immediately afterwards, I dreamed that the devil was trying to take over my mind and body. He had many different strategies. I tried and tried to rebuke him and command him to leave me alone and almost was defeated but in the end, I won. Then I woke up.

Two nights ago, I dreamed that my Boyfriend was trying to help me stand. My knees finally locked and I stood griping tightly to my bed. He had to leave my side for whatever reason in which I was left alone. I began to pray and ask Jesus to heal me. As I finished praying, I tried to move my feet and hands and I was healed! I remember saying, "Thank you Jesus! Thank you Jesus! Thank you Jesus!" Then, Billy walked into the room and saw me and what God had done!

Thank you Jesus for healing me. I believe!

Please keep me in your prayers! Thanks so much!